green of hearts · 21/07/2009 12:33 am by Bron
I was pretty run down last week- I got my app in Tuesday morning after staying up til 3:30am, had a handful of stuffups at work, a home-open, little quality sleep and came down with another head-throbbing cold. It’s was easy to forget things with all the activity, and by Thursday evening I was so exhausted when I went to bed I was in tears. I felt so heavy, weighed down with loneliness. Another hopeless summit in the ranges of mediocrity.
Saturday night rolls around and I head to a friend’s birthday drinks. This year, I decide not to drink and have a few glasses of sugary coke instead. While there is at least one self-professed alco in the mix, there are also a couple of soberites which is admittedly quite refreshing. I catch myself mapping the social demographics of this gathering, and almost find it comical (especially considering I hardly know these people)- that the majority of us have issues of a supposed minority. Supposed in that these issues are not expressed as social norms when in reality they probably are.
